I Took a Bath With a Guy Who Didn’t Know My Last Name

Maybe I should evaluate my standards but whatever.

Adeline Dimond
8 min readAug 10, 2021
Photo by Anthony Tran on Unsplash

Here’s the type of writer I don’t want to be: I don’t want to be the type of writer who uses sex to lure you in; I don’t want to be the type of writer who skates close to the promise of erotica. It’s cheap and makes for bad writing, and I want to be a good writer. And while I’ll happily open a vein and bleed on the page to tell you about my sad and lonely childhood, I draw the line at my sex life.

I’m open about sex, but I’m also a total prude. Men feel comfortable around me because I celebrate the fact that at their core, they’re animals who just want to fuck (that’s the openness part). But I don’t really color outside the lines of the love scenes in 1980s movies (that’s the prude part). No bells and whistles for me. My idea of sexting is something like: you’re in bed reading the New Yorker and I’m next to you reading Dwell Magazine and neither of us has socks on. If you put a gun to my head, I still couldn’t have phone sex. Honestly, I’d rather be shot.

Don’t get me wrong, I think I’m ultimately fun in bed, probably because I let men be complicated and weird. But the result is that I end up attracting complicated men in weird situations. Someday I’ll go back to therapy and examine this at an excruciating slow pace…

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Adeline Dimond
Adeline Dimond

Written by Adeline Dimond

Federal attorney, writing thought crimes on Medium. To connect: Adeline.Dimond@gmail.com

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