Having to wear a bra again is the worst. Not trying to self promote here, but you might like this, given that you know the pain of having to wear them again:

https://medium.com/assemblage/im-never-wearing-a-bra-again-421437a94d07

For me, I found a store that customizes/tailors the bras that they get from France, because apparently French people understand that some boobs are bigger than a D. It's highway robbery, but worth it.